Feeling isolated again. I don’t know, my friends seem to have their own thing going and they can go out basically every night and go to parties and I can’t do that and they don’t seem to notice or care. I feel like an outsider. So I’m sitting at home being upset because that’s what I’m used to and that’s what I know how to do. It’s that familiar feeling and as awful as it feels, it’s in my comfort zone.
been feeling this new side of life… a more positive and easy going one. still being pretty easily triggered, but at least I have the ability to not hate myself for waking up in the morning.
only one week on zoloft and I already feel somewhat refreshed. hopefully the rest of this recovery process goes smoothly